It seems really quickly passed. How I wish I have another three months to spend in this comfort zone. In three days, I will be returning to the place where I will do nothing besides going to classes, attending events and meetings, making international friends, and working a part-time job - a totally good-boy-life.
God has been really merciful to me this summer. I will not forget the good times I had in this place. Now I understand why everyone in St. Cloud looks forward to summer so much.
Life just move on no matter how hard I try to how it back. I wish time could stop for a moment so I could spend it with the person I missed most right now.
One year...or two, I am not so sure. What I am sure of is that I will not be back by next summer. I will most likely have to job hunt after graduation. That leads me to no chance for returning within the year.
I realized I have become dependent again. I refrained from making my own decisions, taking care of my daily routines, and simply living by others. I used to enjoy living alone when I am in St. Cloud. Since the beginning of the summer, I realized that I prefer staying with friends and family.
This makes it even harder to part right now.
Yes, with the advancement of networking technology, virtue meetings are no issue. I still feel there's a lack in that. Even on MSN video conference, I feel sometimes that I am speaking to the screen, not the person in the chatter box.
But I promise to live strong. This is the road I've chosen and I want to make the best out of it. I want to be an example for the younger ones, showing that nothing is impossible to a willing heart. And by the grace of God I can survive these years.
One phrase that I learn this summer: The Earth is round.
Whichever direction we may be venturing into now may lead us to a same destination. There must be a day we will line-cross and meet one another again.
In this three days, I am preparing myself physically, emotionally, mentally and spiritually for the departure.
I will fly on the 8th August (Sunday), 2:20pm, KLIA. Hope to see you guys there!
Cheers~!
